SEE ME FLY!

2010-02-10T08:00:00.001-08:00

HUMANS; scary species!!

Your change in that split second.
Totally shocked me & I am super disappointed.
2 words, Heart Pain i must say
So are you always pretending.
Pretending in order to get what you want?
if you cant, just kick us all away?
Speechless lah! I tried not to believe.
Not to believe my ears & my heart.
How i wish i can struggle you to death NOW!

2009-12-07T09:44:00.001-08:00

CHILD CARE GIVER DAY! :)

my cousins came over to my house today.
cos the child care centre was closed!
like 8plus in the morning la, duh!!
but still i love the accompaniment.

Met Jenny in the afternoon,
it was her hubby birthday she kinda ask me for help.
to decorate the D.I.Y cakes for her.
She is too kind la, buy breakfast for us.
THANK YOU leh Jenny!

Had a short nice chat with Jenny.
gald that she still remembers me :)
BENTEN-ians are nice people i see...
haha! bought the kids to BENTEN.
ya la, say i thick-skinned ba!
they still treat me ice-cream sia..
Thank You! for the ice-cream :)

taking care of the kids really not easy.
Still kana slap by KOH KOK YANG!
i'm your big sis leh!!!!!!!!
cute evil boy *

2009-12-06T09:14:00.000-08:00

6 DEC' 2009

it was grandpa's birthday
but he ended up in the hospital.
so should it still be a celebration?

Visited him after he admit from A&E
he smiled at me & told us,
he was scared when he saw the uncle beside him,
this is the first time i saw my grandpa so weak.
He asked me to feed him during dinner,
i was like, "Uh! ok."
first time he said that too.
He really aged alot?

I've never visit them since CNY
looking at their changes, it keeps me wondering
why am i still doing this?
how long more to go for them?
why am i still not treasuring them?
I cant get an ans from myself!
really disappointed in me.

Sometimes when i talk to her,
look into her eyes, trying to feel her.
She is no longer there..
so am i sad cos she dont recognise me?
or am i sad cos i bought it upon myself?

OK now the later generation,
she is my youngest cousin,
Ying Fei, 4 years old, likes princess.
I always love her alot.
And now she is also attached to me,
i will never forget that sentences she said,
I asked, "is kor kor nice?"
she answered, "Yes, but he threatened me!"
I asked, "How?"
She answered, "He call the police & hide my princess"
She is too cute la~
definately got my genes inside!

Life goes on no matter what!

2009-11-30T07:50:00.000-08:00

F.A.M.I.L.Y

went over to aunt house for dinner
don't know what's the occasion,
I LOVE MY LITTLE COUSINS!!
(like so random pork!)

I was once like them..
so amaze with all the things around me.
Even if its only a toy aeroplane!
Look at his expression, as if he is flying the plane.

Carefree living, can i be a kid forever!!

2009-11-02T04:26:00.000-08:00

WISDOM TOOTH

Today, I went to pluck my wisdom tooth
the "VERY NAUGHTY" tooth that cause those ulcerations!!

I remember the times when i cried and shout
AND even bite the dentist fingers.....
and until my dad gives me a big tight slap,
i sat back down quietly having my teeths pluck out.
must wait for that slap!! LOL

Before having my tooth taken out,
i heard horror stories that it's pain la, needles la.. bla bla
after experiencing it, NAH!!!!!!!
scare me ONLY!!!
the dentist damn nice also.
kept asking me to relax.
then i told him,
"Ya, i always say this to my patient"
"But only until i lie down here, i felt what the patient felt"
LOL!!!! and during the procedure, my stomach drum like wadeva!!
Hope he never hear it la...........................

YEA! so now i'm gonna keep my tooth under my pillow
and wait for fairy god-mother to come & give me a wish!

Today's Oncol lesson about Pallaiative care,
we had Proff Edward giving the lecturer,
interesting, fun & meaningful...
he showed us some videos about examaples of,
"What can we do for patients before they die"
& in some videos, it remind me of my dad, his cancer days.
this makes my tears drop even easier!!!

2009-10-29T21:51:00.000-07:00

BEHAVIOR SCIENCE

Siociology
primary & secondary socialization

HOHO~ first project doned!
THANKS to all who had contributed to this project.

ESPECIALLY,
JingWen as Camera Man
Agnes as Ah Lian 1
Ming Hui as Ah Lian 2
Hasanah as Ah Lian 3

the BLOPPERS

I believe there will always be conflict in a group project.
even if you work with your "bestest best" friend.
So the trick is, open your mouth & talk.
cos no one will know what you are thinking.
I'm really glad that I've explained everything...

2009-10-20T07:06:00.000-07:00

PASTA CAFE *D&D

this is the first time i've ever attend D&D
ultra excited & behind this,
i have a group of people i have to thank 1st.
without them, i might be so "off"

ying - go shop for dress & tanning with me
shimin - lent me all the things she has :)
Mando - my hair-do & drive me there
maishah, faz & az - make-up
THANKS GIRLS!!!!!!

the rest are updated on my facebook.

Enjoyed myself through the night!
but it would have been more fun if..
huiting, fenni, ying, cindy & amanda were there.
I MISS THE DAYS WORKING WITH THEM!
true laughters, teamwork, everything!

Am i trufully happy with what i am now?
- the masked world

2009-10-15T20:01:00.000-07:00

BCLS

Basic Cardiac Life Support

hurray! Finally done my BCLS.
And results are out!
I've got an "A".
(sicali got real incident, i faint first)

Training was tough but extremely fun.
we need to be in the beat,
the 1&2&3&4&5&....1&2&3&4&30
keep blowing until the green line.
Relaxation somemore. lol
& shimin's famous head bang style.

A class full of "monkeys"
but i love it to the max!! :D

2009-10-10T10:13:00.000-07:00

Those DAYS..

was actually finding photos for my mum's FB
randomly found these in my sis Friendster
These are the days.. when i'm 17-18 age days..
Look young isn't it???
look at mark's centre parting style,
our Gift wrapping days....
when we could work & play, easy money.
matt will come to our workplace and play also,
then we will meet MY, then go for supper..
those precious days.. awwww!!

I also quite miss those days when me and xm, those SN days..
we will always have gossips while travelling,
although it's in YiShun, we go willingly..
eat at S11 with SNians after service
those times, after dinner go k-box; bowling
those days we could do it, but......
it's not the same anymore!
Changes as years goes by :(

19.10.2009 Pasta's D&D
Theme: Las Vegas
confirmed that I'm invited leh..
months ago i was so excited, but now....
Should I Go?

2009-10-09T09:07:00.000-07:00

BTT

finally i book a date for my BTT
Basic Theory Test
the waiting time to the counter...
IS KIILING ME!!
is extremely slow, somemore i'm alone :(
Now, mum & dad should be happy ba~
Finally i book it.

went swimming with SM & Dina
time spend is short there,
cos i've got to meet YL at night
Rushing day......
First, Meeting at school, almost late!
then, go BBDC to book date, kill me please.
went swimming after that, 1 hour only i think.
Last, meet YL @ JP

At least something today la,
better than i "shape" my sofa with my sexy body
I suddenly realize my life is so "unhappening"
i think i know long time ago already lo.

2009-10-08T09:12:00.000-07:00

PARANOID DISEASE

why is this so?
It's just when i've got the Family feel,
this stuck me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My ending is no different from others,
chopped in the same way.
or am i just being paranoid?

Well, I admit after so many conflicts, i did not give my best
BUT, before these happen, when...
when it's still as innocent..
I did do my best, enjoyed my life there,
give it all i have...
What's this, tell me!!!!
throwing me away after using?
you think i'm a sanitary pad?

Never trust anyone, NEVER!!!!

2009-10-07T01:39:00.000-07:00

2012
21.12.2012
Do You Believe?

Met Jn & Agnes just now,
randomly we were discussing about 2012
i was wondering if there's such a day.
Aini told me about that too but,
will this day really occur?
When the earth shuts down!
We could do nothing except awaiting death!!

If there were to be such a day,
i want to be together with my family.
hoping where ever we go after that,
we will still be together in one family.

Damn sad!
Please tell me all those are not true :(

2009-10-06T07:20:00.000-07:00

BENTEN - jurong point

(her potential expression)

Carbonara

Tsk! Look at my fat face!
Stop looking la!
I say STOP!

Went BenTen to eat again.
of course is very pai sae la~
cos they will give us discount de ma,
and i work so little days there,
didn't help much lo..
but no choice leh,
we have a super nice manager, CHEW
who gave us discount & even free ice-cream.
thanks CHEW :D Thanks all infact!

And Carbonara is superb :)

Even though the ice-cream is FREE,
Jenny who made the ice-cream,
gave us extra toppings..
see everyone so damn nice.
(can see tears in my eye ma?)

I'm gald i'm working in Benten.
cos got discount. haha! shhhh..

2009-10-02T08:19:00.000-07:00

DAY 3

sight-see & seafood feast

i woke up around 1plus noon,
still feeling dizzy and headache.

missed our free breakfast, wasted!
went to sight-see @ Grand Palace & some prayer place.

I know i look funny in that green clothing,
but no choice, leggings is not allowed :(

i know why elgin says it's better we act like local,
so that sellers wont forced us to buy products ma.
we met a lady who try to sell us accessories.
seller: 350baht
me: No
seller: 300baht
me: No
seller 250baht
me and shimin quickly run away untill,
we walk back again,
she started again,
seller: 100baht
we ignored her totally.
imagine from 350baht to 100 baht. tsk!

Night! went dinner with elgin's mum & cousin.
hahaha~ they treat us! so nice :)
it's the first time i'm eating raw prawns.
Fresh oysters damn damn Nice! thumbs up!
the Eggs in the crabs very sweet and filling.
Delicious sia.................

We then had bird nest soup for desert.
Sinful dinner i bet.
went to thai massage at a nearby store.

the massagers!!!
they massage, WA i almost die!
really try to crack all my bones.
but i like....... :D
they kept laughing cos they tot shimin is a baby!
LOL they even laughed at her pants..
so bad sia, i also laugh together with them.
HAHAHAHAHAH~

I can't imagine how fast the day really pass when i'm in Thailand.

2009-10-01T07:36:00.000-07:00

DAY 2

DreamWorld*

had FREE breakfast provided by the hotel.
Buffet Breakfast, very simple breakfast.
And Chen ShiMin eat fruits. lol
And i can pass motion everyday, she cant.
What is this, tell me!!

went to Thailand theme park, DreamWorld.
cost 420 baht for all the games except goldcart.
It's big, very spacious, good place to take photos.
Just imagine it's 10 times bigger than escape theme park.

OK, nothing much to describe about the theme park,
you must experience it yourself. lol..
after coming back to Singapore, i feel like it's quite lame.
but i can say If, nandi, amanda & Zy is there,
it will be more fun :)

At night, we met elgin's friend, zach for movies & dinner.
Dinner is at a Chinese restaurant.
Once again, i forgot to take down the name!
a typical Chinese restaurant with nice surroundings.
they served nice ice chrysanthemum tea.
WA i tell you, their scallop is damn big. I'm amazed!
but their vege taste bitter, don't know why leh...

we watched "Oh Ghost!"
a made in Thailand movie.
casted by some Thailand comedians
they disguised themselves as aunties,
when they were actually men!
funny but i slept during the movie.
i think i'm too tired after all the screaming in the theme park.

After movies, it was clubbing time.
Clubbing experience, not bad.
too bad me and shimin drank too much,
and was drunk! lol.....
Nun came and pick us up with her friend, pui.
Pui is damn HOT!

look at my face, cannot make it!

Soon it was late night, i think 2pm?
Nun sent us back to the hotel.
ShiMin vomited at the club's corridor.
after she vomited, i feel like vomiting too
but never vomit.
I tried to walk straight i think,
but i kept slanting.
i also cant really remember what happen,
but i just missed Nun's car then i heard laughter.
to think of it, very funny lo...

Poor elgin had to sent us back to our rooms.
and he cant sleep he says...
there is that "amitohfoh" music in my room,
plus i kept mumbling, dont know what also,
then Shimin kept making 'kissing' sounds..
LOL he only managed to sleep an hour later.
HAHAHAHAHAHA~

2009-09-30T23:59:00.000-07:00

DAY1

SA-WA-TI-KA
welcome to Thailand.

I told myself not to tear
but after mum and dad sent me off, I..
yaya, that's me! EMO!

board JetStar 3k515 with Shimin @ 1115am
i kept comparing it with SIA.

elgin who took SIA paid S$30 more than us
has food, TV, comfortable sits
but for us, other than the sits,
We had nothing!!!!
(food in the plane cost like walaoeh!)
well, we booked the tickets very late that's why
"budget airline become not so budget"
reached Thailand @ 1pm; thai time

After we put our things in the hotel,
we sat a TUT-TUT to a Chinese restaurant for bits
is damn hungry de lo.

Makan already, we went to the Shopping areas.
it looks like Singpore's bugis street.
clothes there doesn't seem to fit me :(
afterwhich we went to the shopping malls.
Elgin met his friends, Zach & NUN
(if i'm right!)

watched Phobia 2 after dinner.
dinner was steamboat buffet, long queue.
Excited and I'm damn scared,
half the time I'm covering my face.
watching horror movie in Thailand, double fright!

Thailand really respect their King,
in the road there's lots of pictures of him,
even in the cinema, there's also their national anthem.
And all have to stand up when the song start.
elgin says it was in the news,
An ang-moh didn't stand up and was arrest.
freak me out, i better stand!
no joking matter.

After movies we went to the Night market and shop!
Time spend was very filling the whole day.
Hardly had any sleep.
cos the next day i had to wake up early
to go to the DREAM WORLD.
(thailand theme park)